Forgiving Children

Today was not a good day. I've been feeling down in the dumps for a while now and today was the worst day. Trev and his Dad went out for the day and I just felt like I yelled at children for the entirety of the day. I felt so awful and guilty, like the most awful mother on earth. (Insert giant depressed frown/scowl here). But I am so grateful for my children. I was terrible to them all day and at one point Kamaryn just started hugging and kissing me. She wouldn't stop.. hee hee. It made me smile and relax a bit. She's usually not all that lovey with anyone so it was kinda unusual. But I couldn't help but feel that she was in tune with the spirit even after I had obviously lost it. I am grateful that they always know I love them even when I feel like I've been stretched to my absolute limits. I just hope I can feel better soon and not get so frustrated so easily. And I hope I can be as forgiving and show as much unconditional love to them as they do every day to me.